I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Ive been waiting for this moment, all my life, oh lord
Can you feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord

Well, if you told me you were drowning
I would not lend a hand
Ive seen your face before my friend
But I dont know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where youve been
Its all been a pack of lies

And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord
Ive been waiting for this moment for all my life, oh lord
I can feel it in the air tonight, oh lord, oh lord
And Ive been waiting for this moment all my life, oh lord, oh lord

Well I remember, I remember dont worry
How could I ever forget, its the first time, the last time we ever met
But I know the reason why you keep your silence up, no you dont fool me
The hurt doesnt show; but the pain still grows
Its no stranger to you or me

And I can feel it coming in the air tonight, oh lord…

 

What?

Alex tells me today “I don’t know what I want”.

Back up to 3 days ago he was telling me how much he loved me. This is the guy that not only tells me he loves me.. but tells me everyday not only that he loves me.. but what about me he loves.  This man adored me and I felt it.

But after two days ago when he flipped out over a stupid videogame… says nothing to me until today when I called him.  He tells me he meant it when he said he loved me… but he doesn’t know what he needs or who he is right now.

I don’t know what this all means. He didn’t say he wanted to end it.. he just needed some space.
I don’t know what to do with myself but cry.